Hello brothers, our beloved Jerry wrote me and was unable to enter the blog ... so I report what I wanted to write ....
Hello dear, sorry if I made you feel more. I'm home on sick leave until at least July 27. As you know I got home Wednesday, was full of enthusiasm and desire to work with. But on Thursday, fell into a sort of apathy, lethargy of the heart, I have no desire to see friends even if they ask me, I did not want to talk on the phone .. Watching movies, listening to music, sleep. I still can not chew because moving the mouth feel all that hurt, and afraid to damage it so much. Dr. told me to slowly begin to do exercises, open and close two or three times a day, or a little more: I do but there is so much fear of exaggeration. In the more I feel something move but I'm not sure if it should work or not, I do not know if the movement is the right one .. perhaps it is something so mechanical. I would already have done all the path of rehabilitation, I would like to see the results: I know that is not now, I know it's a long thing, but .. this helps to make me go into depression, and negative thoughts are associated with bad memories, the fears of previous experience. It 's like a wound never fully healed, which occasionally opens. But slowly I am emerging: the shower the other day after watching the part where I have shaved for the operation, above the ear and was reminded a lot of past things .. But I said no, I have decided to exploit the situation to do what I have often thought but never dared: I took the razor and I shaved. Do you remember the movie "Born on July 4? I did mine, at least in the title: now I have a bald head when I was a child and a lot of way to go as a child, mostly uphill, but this does not scare me. Among the three weeks I've surveyed in Pisa, then tell me how things are going and what are the recovery times: I will ask to go at least a couple of times because in Pavia give me the right setting for the work that awaits me.
All this is thanks to you: it was nice to feel close, it's nice to know that there are .. There are ways that you can not do alone. I hope to be with you soon, perhaps as early as Wednesday
A hug
Jerry, the jester embroidered by God
PS I came back more or less like this (as pictured)
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