The year 2008 draws to a close, and not by a hair I scored 365 days of absence from my blog!
I did not want that to happen, and yet this year so I left full of commitments taken by the thought "if I connect to blogs and other things I lose time ...." and so, day after day, I let this virtual diary fell into oblivion.
Yet something drew me.
The desire to tell, the desire to vent, the desire to believe, to dream and smile. Because life is full of commitments, obstacles, difficulties, but also of joy, smiles and satisfactions.
And I want to remember.
I remember the day I decided not to leave college behind.
I want to remember the moments I believed he died stifled by a bigger pain for me.
I remember the times when I was praised.
I remember the times when I have trusted, I remember the times when I was scared, I remember the times when I let myself go.
I remember the times when I had my heart in my throat for an exam, the time when a phone call seems to make you give up hope, and when you call another opens up a world Until then you seemed spellbound.
But I also remember that this world is not magic, it's real, made up of people who want and get it, and ask that they plot, but also of people who encourage you to move forward.
And then ...
And then I remembered my own, of magic, I remember everything I read.
Elective Affinities, The cover of the sea, Jude The Obscure, Astrakhan coat, Caro Michele, Pamela, King Lear, The House on Moon Lake, Bagheria, Emma, \u200b\u200bNorthanger Abbey, Tess Of The d'Urbervilles, The London Scene, Mrs. Dalloway, Dubliners ....
These are some readings that have accompanied me in 2008, and I want to remind you, but make a list like this, straight off, it is not easy.
And I remember the smells. The odors, which are poignant memories.
The smell of London.
The smell of English, the smell of the sea while he plays the wash with your eyes closed, the smell of fires lit, the scent of strawberries.
And I remember the music, which sometimes makes you cry in silence, others will charge for energy you needed ... She's a Rainbow ...
And I remember the moments with friends, laughter, conversation, the smiles of complicity, the arguments, the advice, the outbursts.
A glass of wine, hot chocolate, a food flavored and satisfying.
REMEMBER, NEVER FORGET.
soon,
C.
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